Here is what I have discerned, after a couple of years of living
under the pressure of the need to change:
Change is overrated.
I personally love change.
I love new things, trying out new ways. In fact, I often depend on the changes I spearhead
in our fabulous congregation to make
an impact on the Church.
I realize I am deluding myself.
Conversation with the Ancient One, who has seen it all,
makes me realize how myopic my view is. The
change we are advocating in articles, board meetings and church seminars is so
miniscule. The “change” God wants is
earth-shattering: God wants all of
creation to live life in partnership with him, in the midst of evil, suffering
and death. Nothing more.
The Church is supposed to know that deep down in her
bones.
I am supposed to know that deep down in my bones.
I guess I am in the process of changing.